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Starting this Monday, I'll be enrolling in an online college course on music production in Berklee.
Just to clarify, my skills in art is half of that of the field I've had a natural talent in since the age of 5: Music. I played piano since that age, I have very acute pitch, and had vast knowledge in music theory for how long. But just because I'm leaving drawing stuff as a hobby doesn't mean I'll refuse to improve.

With all that said, expect less activity from me. But I'll always be here to see your beautiful art. ;)
No matter how much of a good person you are, one single terrible thing is enough to convince others otherwise...
I can't afford to make anymore and make others confirm all their negative judgments on me. This is why I strive to be perfect, because I have the idea that that's what society expects. I wish to redeem myself for all the terrible shit I've done although there's a possibility that it's far too late for that.
I don't suppose some of you have any skill in psychology or counseling but here goes.

Today I unknowingly did something bad (what that is is not important) and one of the people involved called me out for it badly and demanded an apology which I did with no hesitation. But even after apologizing and the receiving end clearly accepting it, I ended up falling into this bullshit perception that I'll never ever be forgiven in a million years and I'll just put my effort in vain trying to somehow break the seemingly solid confirmation that I'm a bad person and make up for my wrongdoing, which I also perceive as being as akin to genocide, despite it obviously being far below crime standards. I felt like I just permanently obliterated my honor and dignity with just one screw-up alone.

That wasn't the first time I underwent that undesired instance. Throughout my lifetime, I had instances where, as aforementioned in the topic, I unknowingly did some form of misdeed and got ambushed by consequences by surprise, followed by an undesired and unbearable guilt trip. From my observations, this instance happens when I get a little too carried away.

Sometimes, I think I'm better off doing a misdeed and expect consequences than do a misdeed and wrongly perceive it as harmless.

If there's something you don't understand, specify so and I'll clarify for you.

Edit: I forgot to mention the displeasure of being forced to change something about myself against my will because someone called me out on it.
Rumi by CYSYS8993
Rumi
New OC! :iconexcitedlaplz:

Hmm, I think this new tweak in shading/lighting/gradients makes this better than any of my previous submissions to date. What do you think? Take a minute to compare it with my previous works and form an opinion. I'm going for cel shading, particularly the method utilized by rongs1234, Coffgirl, etc.

Btw, I've settled on her most prominent feature, but it can only be viewed from a certain angle. It's white, cotton, and has a winking bunny on the back ;)
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Andrew Kim (김민영)
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Korean-Canadian guy.

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Starting this Monday, I'll be enrolling in an online college course on music production in Berklee.
Just to clarify, my skills in art is half of that of the field I've had a natural talent in since the age of 5: Music. I played piano since that age, I have very acute pitch, and had vast knowledge in music theory for how long. But just because I'm leaving drawing stuff as a hobby doesn't mean I'll refuse to improve.

With all that said, expect less activity from me. But I'll always be here to see your beautiful art. ;)

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Happy Birthday, Dude!
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Happy birthday! ^^
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bds314 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
생일축하합니다!:party:
요즘 저의 눈이 안좋아서, 생일축전은 많이 늦을것 같네요.
조만간 완성하겠습니다.ㅠㅠ
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Thanks so much for the favorite, by the way! :la:
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Thanks for the llama!
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Thank you for the llama badge, friend! :la:
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Thx for the +fav .
I really like your drawings!!
You are welcome to my page whenever you want!
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Thank you so much for the llama! :hug:
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Fallen-Illusionist Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I can only agree with you on the forum post you recently made on getting noticed. It's pretty difficult, but eventually you'll get lots of followers, just keep making your adorable art and love what you're doing. You won't even notice - suddenly you have 1000 watchers!
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Llama 감사합니다.^^
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Thank you so much for the favourite !! kaomoji set 1 9/19 It really means a lot to me Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
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